The whole getting old thing is really sucking now. I have had a lot of fun here trying to be entertaining, and I hope to be able to again soon.
My Mom is going downhill fast. 2 years ago she loved coming in here and playing pinball. 18 months ago the pins hurt her eyes and she never would play again.
Just maybe 8 weeks ago I got a ping pong table, Mom loved it, would wear your ass out, wanted to play more when my knees were saying hell no.
2 weeks ago, while my gf was out of town I thought Mom was going to be wearing me out with ping pong. Never happened, she has went downhill very fast.
I swear just looking at my Mom and the way she acts she has aged 10 years in about 6 months. At the same time I almost feel like I have aged 50 years in 6 months.
I really hope this is all just because she is sad a younger sister of hers just passed, and nothing really wrong with Mom.
Mom has always been awesome, anytime I said I was thinking about something she always said go for it. Any tiny favor I ever did for her she thanked me.
It just really sucks how I have been having more and more aches and pains, and then seeing how much Mom has gone downhill in a very short time.
This getting old stuff just sucks at the moment...sorry for the rant.