LOL! The urge never goes away. It may take a back seat to other responsibilities from time to time but IT. NEVER. GOES. AWAY!!!! It’s ok though. This is likely the best addiction out there and it is the cheapest one too. Let me explain by asking a question. How many other addictions can you get your money back out of? Spend all you want/can within your means of course. Take care of the machines you have and make them better than when you bought them. You can always get your money back out of them.......(usually). Aside from being a total blast, I look at pinball as a savings account you can play with. It’s ok. You will be fine.