There is a modern saying today direct from Stern:
"Private owners are the new operators."
Sorry about the bad luck.
It happens to everyone at some point if they stick around in the hobby long enough.
Welcome aboard.
"Ridin' on that lucky riverboat... Ridin' on that lucky river boat... Take a chance, make a bet, try your luck, you might win yet... Ridin' on that lucky river boat! "