Otaku,
I'm just getting into the hobby and I applaud your efforts. I don't want to be a Debbie downer and want to keep this positive. I would help if I could but it's a long drive from Texas. I got the bug too and you're very ambitious. Sometimes you have to sell something when things go bad. Sounds like there are folks here willing to help AND sell back to you. Take them up on the offer and you will gain much respect. As a matter of fact I respect what you're trying to do now, but you need to take it to the next level. sometimes you have to do the unthinkable to make it work. You will get to where you want to be but sometimes it can be painful. Sincerely wish the best....