My personal life does not come into my business-period.
Brock, you should simply sign out of Pinside, correct whatever issues your life is dealing you (Bi-Polar, Manic/Depression, BPD, Clinical Depression/Divorce/Broken Fingernail, whatever the fuck it is on that particular day) and STOP LYING to people. That last part is important so I'll repeat it. STOP THE LIES! Don't tell people who have put their trust in your & your products that you've shipped when you have not. That pisses people off. A lot. So much that their faith in you is pretty much destroyed. It doesn't matter if it's $ 1.68 decal or a $200.00 custom mod. You've lost a pretty large customer base here. Therefore, do the noble thing-if that's even possible-and leave Pinside. You can always sell your products elsewhere. To the few you still may have faith in you, don't worry-they'll know where to contact you if the they still are interested in your products.
I don't mean to be curt, but dude, you've got more problems than a math book and should seriously prioritize your path in life. Pinball mods should be at the very bottom of the list. Hell, they shouldn't even be ON the list!