Azmodeus you and I sound just alike, I've had a rough decade, so I try and be a font of positivity myself as well.
I try and be supportive and enthusiastic of everything as well, and I can attest that I too am not great at a well thought out post most of the time. More often it's like someone detonated a bomb of rainbows and unicorns from my fingers to the keyboard.
You're great as you are, we need more positive people around. All of you are!