I had the vet come to my house and put my arthritic golden (12 hard NE winters) retriever down as she hated the vets office and I didn't want her last minutes to be stress filled. She was on the couch as I fed her bacon w/peanut butter. Had to carry her out to the docs car. Cried for a week. She was with me while I was a single guy up until I had my second child.
So, so sorry for your loss. The pics is from our young pup years