I wanted to tell an interesting story. I collected books. My favorite author is a guy named Thomas ligotti.

Before my stroke and three brain surgeries, I was going to sell this fanzine and split the money with my daughter. It was worth I estimated a couple hundred bucks.

Flash forward I had a stroke and three brain surgeries.

This book is now relatively unavailable. The author does not like the contents. I think it has never been collected. Because he is not prolific, it makes this book rare now. It's a fanzine stapled.

There are none for sale for instance. At all.

I know I saw this somewhere. As I sorted through my belongings after the apocalypse of my life unfolded. I looked at it in a box, and was satisfied it was safe.

Now it's gone, it's probably somewhere. If I find it I am going to try and sell it for a good price. I was thinking of a stupid price and then triple it. Just to see. There are none for sale at all.

But I still need to find it again. To be continued.

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If I find it I may need to just keep it. I hope I find it either way.

After the end of August September will be a full court press to find this. Irritating. There are a couple things like this I can't find.

They may be gone forever. The other thing is a flag. I have had it Since 9th grade. It was one of those giant flags from my middle school. I saw it, but I can't find it.

I figure they must be in a box together now. Maybe.