Amazing find on a super fun machine.
At the end of the day, you have bills to pay and family to feed, so you're making the right decision as that's far more important than keeping a pinball machine. When you look at it like that, you don't ever have to feel bad bro, it'll sell and good things will be ahead for you and will come. Best part, this is a much loved and popular pin with lots of nice examples out there. When you're ready, you'll be able to find another one in very nice condition.
GL to you with everything.