This kind of BS is understandably upsetting. I hope you are able to put it in perspective. Ive been burned financially a few times in life and some people just suck. The good news is you can move forward and make decisions in life that are to better yourself. This is just a financial setback if you end up losing your deposit. In time this to shall pass. #first world problems
Focus on all the good things in life and it will get better.