Learning to play any instrument is special. You need to WANT to do it. Not for anyone else or anything thing else.
As others mentioned it’s going to take a lot of time, discipline and dedication if you want to get “good”.
Remember to have fun while learning and playing.
This guy helped me a lot over the years
A good book to pick up if you stick with it
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