Nothing I can say will change how much that sucks.. all I can do is hope that he can find some modicum of peace sometime down the road. I can only imagine how crushing that day will be when (if) it comes for me. I totally understand the desire to stay off the forums in this situation, however. Pinball and Pinside can wait.. we will be here when you need something, or when you feel like posting again. Thanks for letting us know, and we'll be here..