I think Knockerlover has the right idea, meet other pinheads and see if there is a league near you. That should fulfill your Pinball needs until you get back on your feet again. Also stop trading games so much when you get one. You aren’t dumb though and you actually seem like a pretty cool guy. We all make mistakes and bad deals. I know I’ve made my share of them through life and still do sometimes. The key is though to learn from your mistakes and become a better person from them. If you keep repeatedly making dumb mistakes then you are dumb but as long as you try and do better you’re not dumb.

As others have suggested, Pinball Arcade and Zen Pinball FX3 is a ton of fun and people also enjoy watching those games being streamed. I watch quite a bit of virtual pinball on Twitch. You also live in one of the most beautiful states in the country, I am jealous of you for that reason alone. Stream some virtual pinball and enjoy the great State of Ky Wasp. Be high on life bro!

Yeah Waspinator is a good guy and a good player. He just needs to quit flipping games so often is all. He's entertaining on stream as well.

There really are alot of great older games out there. My Uncle has a old Night Rider EM and we play the hell out of that game and it never seems to get old. Wasp could have a mixed stream where he streams real pinball and pinball arcade and/or zen pinball so it doesn't get stale. He is entertaining to watch and fun to talk pinball with.

Boy isn’t that the truth!