Take a break from this drama and thank yourself later!!! I recently did. If you want to hear then listen, if not read no more.
I don't give a flying f@$% what anyone thinks, but sometimes we all get so wrapped up into shit that just doesn't fkn matter and we will try to lie to ourselves as if something insubstantial is really important. I'm guilty of it recently with pins.
Got my dream pin 6 mos ago, put relentless hours into it, it turned out perfect, then I thought what's next..?!? Ever feel like that...?
Well, I somehow just sat back and was thankful for it (alone) and took a break from who's selling what, what's the next issue with the JJP gnr (dream + pin), etc etc....and ya know what..?!??
It was exactly that. A breath of fresh air. Still feels great to breathe into other areas of my life besides one direction (although I'm beyond passionate about pins).
It. Waa. Just. Nice. To. Step. Away. For. A. Few. Weeks. And. Focus. On. Something. Else.
If you haven't done that before, I HIGHLY, suggest you do and see what else awesome could happen for you. Especially, if you happened to have a nervous breakdown when pinside was down for a week or whatever it was.
Cheers to you and yours having new adventures hopefully!!!