I’m so so sorry for your loss. It is one of the hardest things to go through. What a beautiful little guy you had there. I wish I could say it gets easier each day but I can’t. I still cry when thinking of my sweet baby that we lost 9 months ago. As much as it hurts thinking of the terrible last moments you experienced, just remember all the joy and love that he provided to you and your family. I can tell by looking at his little face that he could be a rascal at times Keep your head up.