I understand if you don't want to hear the well-reasoned, experienced advice I'm giving you to help you out, but it's not trolling. If I were trolling you, I wouldn't be trying to help you out with some perspective on your first-world problem.
I'm not hanging out here just for your personal upset, and I was done with you at the end of the last post where I agreed with you that Spooky should make the final judgments and said "take care," but you seem to be a sucker for misery and are trying to start something else? That's not for me. No thanks.
For the record, I make cooling kits for the flipper coils on Spooky games, and potentially some other things, so I try to stay on top of happenings in R&M pinball world. I also try to help people out with common pinball problems so my suffering in Hell will be lessened. Is that selfish? Probably, but Hell is hot, and time is running out.