I think I've met tayamo on a couple occasions and I'm saddened to hear that he fell to addiction and left a bunch of people hanging, out money and/or parts.

Tayamo, the only way to free yourself from this mental burden is to make it right. Passing the buck will never let you completely relax.

Make a plan, write it down, and make these transactions right.

Tayamo, keep it up. This is positive and a great first step.

Even if it takes a year, keep working through these and communicating with people. You can do this man.